selves imposed a threat
oh your name moaned
in mood lighting
repeating selves
each without history
my love
15 minutes late
and i cannot breathe
and now i must mend this?
i don't think
what i said was true
i, heather utah,
would like to
formally issue
a retraction
of the words
the unbearable lightness
and a drastic
change of tradition
imposed a place
a threat to mend a gap
i sat in the queen chair
you, eunuch
number one left hand man
THIS ENDS TONIGHT
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
grasping, lies + reality
trying to be
without actually bean
STOP WITH YOUR
SLANDEROUS LIES
looking into your eyes
i'm having trouble
seeing next thursday
let alone infinity
it increases physical
awareness -
please, please
becoming is a reality
not imagined, not dreamt
but a state full of
you and of me
when i was very young
i stayed home
collected stamps
and made up people
named after fonts
backing out
of a tender tendril
if only to be lost
again, shining
WE, SORCERERS
maybe i will stand
by and document your fall
with sexual distance
without actually bean
STOP WITH YOUR
SLANDEROUS LIES
looking into your eyes
i'm having trouble
seeing next thursday
let alone infinity
it increases physical
awareness -
please, please
becoming is a reality
not imagined, not dreamt
but a state full of
you and of me
when i was very young
i stayed home
collected stamps
and made up people
named after fonts
backing out
of a tender tendril
if only to be lost
again, shining
WE, SORCERERS
maybe i will stand
by and document your fall
with sexual distance
piercing, needless + needles
but i flew to the shores
of a web
to find you
only to throw you
back from whence
you came
speech is nothing
i can only show you
my silly portal trying
we are beginning
to crepp out
of the ventilation
changing behaviors
grandiose noise but
i know the dirty rag
in your corners
and what they meant
to you and to me
i am no thing
compared to the
needles you cave to
SO WHAT SO FUCKING WHAT
i only wanted to make
htings
right between these selves
that act of piercing
together
harming to mend
what brought you here?
of a web
to find you
only to throw you
back from whence
you came
speech is nothing
i can only show you
my silly portal trying
we are beginning
to crepp out
of the ventilation
changing behaviors
grandiose noise but
i know the dirty rag
in your corners
and what they meant
to you and to me
i am no thing
compared to the
needles you cave to
SO WHAT SO FUCKING WHAT
i only wanted to make
htings
right between these selves
that act of piercing
together
harming to mend
what brought you here?
boner, sonar + lots of stabbing
bodymind
you and both
know this is true
i am trying
to rob you of your
organs
spleen, please
how did it come
to this?
soft chine world
underwater
subsonar
roar
in a quiet
fore shadow of doubt
likes ::
knitting shivs
wielding ball
peen hammers
tastes the blood
from the bite
knowing inside and out
literally
pulling it out of your body
i only wanted you
to know
why
i wanted everything
you and both
know this is true
i am trying
to rob you of your
organs
spleen, please
how did it come
to this?
soft chine world
underwater
subsonar
roar
in a quiet
fore shadow of doubt
likes ::
knitting shivs
wielding ball
peen hammers
tastes the blood
from the bite
knowing inside and out
literally
pulling it out of your body
i only wanted you
to know
why
i wanted everything
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