selves imposed a threat
oh your name moaned
in mood lighting
repeating selves
each without history
my love
15 minutes late
and i cannot breathe
and now i must mend this?
i don't think
what i said was true
i, heather utah,
would like to
formally issue
a retraction
of the words
the unbearable lightness
and a drastic
change of tradition
imposed a place
a threat to mend a gap
i sat in the queen chair
you, eunuch
number one left hand man
THIS ENDS TONIGHT
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
grasping, lies + reality
trying to be
without actually bean
STOP WITH YOUR
SLANDEROUS LIES
looking into your eyes
i'm having trouble
seeing next thursday
let alone infinity
it increases physical
awareness -
please, please
becoming is a reality
not imagined, not dreamt
but a state full of
you and of me
when i was very young
i stayed home
collected stamps
and made up people
named after fonts
backing out
of a tender tendril
if only to be lost
again, shining
WE, SORCERERS
maybe i will stand
by and document your fall
with sexual distance
without actually bean
STOP WITH YOUR
SLANDEROUS LIES
looking into your eyes
i'm having trouble
seeing next thursday
let alone infinity
it increases physical
awareness -
please, please
becoming is a reality
not imagined, not dreamt
but a state full of
you and of me
when i was very young
i stayed home
collected stamps
and made up people
named after fonts
backing out
of a tender tendril
if only to be lost
again, shining
WE, SORCERERS
maybe i will stand
by and document your fall
with sexual distance
piercing, needless + needles
but i flew to the shores
of a web
to find you
only to throw you
back from whence
you came
speech is nothing
i can only show you
my silly portal trying
we are beginning
to crepp out
of the ventilation
changing behaviors
grandiose noise but
i know the dirty rag
in your corners
and what they meant
to you and to me
i am no thing
compared to the
needles you cave to
SO WHAT SO FUCKING WHAT
i only wanted to make
htings
right between these selves
that act of piercing
together
harming to mend
what brought you here?
of a web
to find you
only to throw you
back from whence
you came
speech is nothing
i can only show you
my silly portal trying
we are beginning
to crepp out
of the ventilation
changing behaviors
grandiose noise but
i know the dirty rag
in your corners
and what they meant
to you and to me
i am no thing
compared to the
needles you cave to
SO WHAT SO FUCKING WHAT
i only wanted to make
htings
right between these selves
that act of piercing
together
harming to mend
what brought you here?
boner, sonar + lots of stabbing
bodymind
you and both
know this is true
i am trying
to rob you of your
organs
spleen, please
how did it come
to this?
soft chine world
underwater
subsonar
roar
in a quiet
fore shadow of doubt
likes ::
knitting shivs
wielding ball
peen hammers
tastes the blood
from the bite
knowing inside and out
literally
pulling it out of your body
i only wanted you
to know
why
i wanted everything
you and both
know this is true
i am trying
to rob you of your
organs
spleen, please
how did it come
to this?
soft chine world
underwater
subsonar
roar
in a quiet
fore shadow of doubt
likes ::
knitting shivs
wielding ball
peen hammers
tastes the blood
from the bite
knowing inside and out
literally
pulling it out of your body
i only wanted you
to know
why
i wanted everything
Friday, October 10, 2008
quotes, homes + cumming
'and there are no tombs
in the galapagos islands, the
ocean gets all
the bodies to use
as it will'
-vonnegut
(galapagos)
COME
HOME
wishing lasts forever
i love you
but i will never
go[t] to longueuil
again
breaking every rule
if only to see you
again
WANNA FIGHT ABOUT IT???
just fucking do it
i am waiting for a
bus to get on the bus
and maybe
to not get off of it
to meet fellow
cephalopod
THIS IS NOT YOU
THIS IS ME TRYING
TO REMEMBER YOU
try talkingnormally
for once
in the galapagos islands, the
ocean gets all
the bodies to use
as it will'
-vonnegut
(galapagos)
COME
HOME
wishing lasts forever
i love you
but i will never
go[t] to longueuil
again
breaking every rule
if only to see you
again
WANNA FIGHT ABOUT IT???
just fucking do it
i am waiting for a
bus to get on the bus
and maybe
to not get off of it
to meet fellow
cephalopod
THIS IS NOT YOU
THIS IS ME TRYING
TO REMEMBER YOU
try talkingnormally
for once
grinding, binding + needles
life is
measured by the
amount of people
who leave it
i just wanted you
to stick your
hand up my shirt
E is a good
letter to have on
ones side
THANKS FOR
ROCKING
what exactly
are you doing?
grind my bones
to make my bread
in bed
my last night in bed
with you
:: im crying
because i wanted you
to see the full range
of my emotions ::
this is dangerous
played too sharp
it was like love
familiar earthen
smell
i can only say it
so many times
wicked, stupid
girl, i could
love you ten
thousand times
a minute
measured by the
amount of people
who leave it
i just wanted you
to stick your
hand up my shirt
E is a good
letter to have on
ones side
THANKS FOR
ROCKING
what exactly
are you doing?
grind my bones
to make my bread
in bed
my last night in bed
with you
:: im crying
because i wanted you
to see the full range
of my emotions ::
this is dangerous
played too sharp
it was like love
familiar earthen
smell
i can only say it
so many times
wicked, stupid
girl, i could
love you ten
thousand times
a minute
smut, thread + advertisment
i like it
its like a third eye
this house is
turning into
a home
dont
you laugh at me
RE: hot hot possible
percussionist
you wore blue and rocked
a skunk spot -
i would like to
see more of you
marry me?
DON'T TELL MOM
everything is fine
DIABOLICAL
ROMANTICISM
finding your soulmate
on an alien planet
volunteer pioneer
bring water for
the trip
(mars is cold)
i am an orphan
to the alley
support your
local oppressors
its like a third eye
this house is
turning into
a home
dont
you laugh at me
RE: hot hot possible
percussionist
you wore blue and rocked
a skunk spot -
i would like to
see more of you
marry me?
DON'T TELL MOM
everything is fine
DIABOLICAL
ROMANTICISM
finding your soulmate
on an alien planet
volunteer pioneer
bring water for
the trip
(mars is cold)
i am an orphan
to the alley
support your
local oppressors
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